Context of Effort
We been walking in search for the truth.
But yet all we search, just went to 'poof'.
All we say might not be our tool.
As those words became dust to cover the truth.
Conceal by time,conceal by the wind.
Never to be found just remain hidden.
Until this burden be lifted,our will been forsaken.
Never to be written in the books of ancient.
We been wandering to much.
Been gone with the wind.
By moving forward is much we can do.
Slowly as we progress,slowly as we succeed.
Only time wash away all our burden
Alliance with our will and writen time to time.
In the context that is so profound.
I wrote this poetry for me,as this tell me much about people and me who is mostly lazy but not stupid....The poetry means that Man Talks but no Action and yet we still can start now or later but our progress is slow but if we being consistant,we might even acheive our goals........(I WANT TO BE A GOOD BASSIST)
- Mood:
crappy - Music:Dream Evil-Un breakable chain.
Where is hope?
Dry land of the forgotten continent.
Clean air of low confidence,feel this dry skin from the desert oasis.
Feel me as i just a wanderer,searching for the lost land,lusting for the last treasure.
Walking towards the dune,the wind blew and cut me deep.
My heart pound has the sun blaze to cause my hope to burn.
My spirit is down and my head cause me to turn.
To the light i went,into this vast land,it knowledge is wide but mine in blunt.
I walk through the night,the cold windy breeze.
The desert is cold,as my heart starts to freeze.
Air is clear but my spirits down,my treasure is no where to found.
No!i wont die,No! i wont fall.
To think i can kept going,i fell and start to crawl.
A man came offer me a hand...........To be continued
- Mood: cold
Long time never write......hahaha........nothing happen much been busy lah....hahahahahahaa
Dreams of an Immortal
Take a deep breath,close your eyes.
Keep a deep thought,and fly to the sky.
You met an angel,that soon to blow you down to the ground.
To the deep woods you fall,to this moment you halt.
To this time you realise,your body below ,your soul above.
You were petrified,you were horrified.
You ran and ran to the rope that drop down from the sky.
You climb on it,with a heavy mass of sins,to then you realise you sure to fall.
On the ground,you looked above,your soul wave to you.
Its to late,its all over,once a dream has becoming a dream.
No inspiration......... These few days will be busy..............so need anything call me....
- Mood:
calm - Music:WALI-DIK
Today,i did to poetry,care to enjoy..hahaha
The Girl Who Is Lost.
There was once a maze,traps inside her mind.
She was confuse,she was worried,but she still put on a smile.
Move on,till she lost,Move on,till she dropped.
Move on,till all her worries be gone.
And let she, be daze in her confuse mind.
So her little kitties,came to her rescue.
Bringing her,a map and compass to find her way.
Letting her,find the right track,find the right path.
Lift her spirit up and turn her frown upside down.
And let she,be the one to decide her own direction.
little kitties run away,hiding in her mind.
Washing away all her worries and make her more relax.
She finally reach the end,reach the finish line.
But yet,she still lost in her mind,yet put on a smile......................
Wandering soul
I am just a wandering soul,looking for the light.
Came across the night sky,discover a crescent that lights me up.
The wind blow a rythmic chymes,while the star shines in melodious twinkling.
If only i found the light sooner,and i am sure to keep it.
I learn the way of life,but this light thought the way to love.
Cherished every moment with it,until my soul deteriote,into oblivion.
Everytime i see it,the empty cold chill body become warm.
I became more alive as this light came close to me.....
What to do?
I am just a wandering soul.
As it only shine on me,but never it will brighten my will.
As hope only be my last weapon,to grab hold of the light...........
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:Gurdian Angel-The Monkatbob
From today onward i am busy like a bee,trying to protect its Queen,so anything you guys want msg me k or call....hahahahaah
Here a poetry i made
Passion
I am running to the jungle.
Fall onto the grass each step i moved.
Sadden by the truth.
My heart had been pierced through with many lies.
Yet,the spirit inside of me stay strong.
Like the king of the beast.
I stand up and fight my own demon.
The word failure never comes penetrate me.
The word resistance comes support me.
To this ground, i stand,.....Kill me if you can?
I join the one called passion.
Never did they understand love.
To this heart i follow.
Passion i choose.
While Hatred accumulate in the core.
This feeling just make me confuse.
I am too weak to understand it
while this body ached.
I secrifice Everything for the one i adore.
Born a patriotic,die a rebel.
While this blood flows,i care for her till my time ends.
As i smile toward the sky,the stars fall onto my pocket.
The moon shines at me,as my heart is pleased for the night.
- Mood:
crazy - Music:Dunnolah....hahahah
The Wizard
He travel to a far away place.
In search of knowledge,that tells the tale of a princess.
Who life is unstable in many eyes.
He went to the place.
Finding the hiding place of the princess.
Who he fell in love with.
Life is beautiful
As this magic been bind by the first sight.
Feel the air,a warm trust and a blind heart.
So,the wizard tell many story to the princess.
But never he did tell his feeling for her.
He got two hands,one to hold his deep thought.
The other to bless her with hope.
He soon left his knowledge with her,
Never he left his heart to her.
As time never wants her to know.
The wizard,cast a spell on her.
Shield her when rain fall from the sky.
Make her float till time ends..........................As she smile till the end.
- Mood:
drunk
It so sudden that i just heard ,today that my neighbourhood had a cat murder.Five cats were killed.Someone who did this must have no heart at all.Animals have feelings man.You may not feel their pain but they feel it.They may look alright cause there are a being which is forgive and forget.............So sad so sad..........
Create a new poetry about life.Life is uncertain my friend.You may not know what will happen?Where will it Happen?When will it Happen?....the only thing you can ,is to depend on time,only time will tell,so do not waste time.One thing in life there is stuggle mainly your enemy,which is yourself.......LOVE YOUSELF BEFORE YOU LOVE OTHER,FIGHT YOUSELF BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING YOU WANTED THE MOST...the outcome will be uncertain,but mostly it is a blessing in disguise.....
Uncertain
I put on a mask,just to cover the feeling i had.
I put on a smile,just to hide the pain i had.
All this while my world been in a bottom line.
And now i try to bring that up.
Save all the time i had,in this empty bottle of mine.
Save it all,in the empty mind of mine.
Just you wait and see,cause i be the first to finish.
And all is up for you to decide,my fate.
Feel it all,the people that i've met.
Feel it all, the strangers i've met.
Feel it all,my dreams and my sucess.
Think it all ,that this is all uncertain.
You're the stars,that fall into my pocket.
You're the hope that i ever wanted.
A valuable treasure of my uncertain desire.
An item to be kept for a life long journey.
Watch a man in the mirror.
Watch a beast standing infront of you.
Fight it all,with all your might.
Slain it with all the strength you got.
Cause this will be all over.
Once the knowledge been gain by you.
Once hope reveal infront of you.
You understand that life is uncertain............Fight it,Grab hold of it...Its fate,Its Destiny.......
- Mood: grumpy
- Music:Papa Roach-Scars
It not over
As,i walk towards the end of the road.
My troat feels dry and i had no water.
The sun blaze over me.
As my eyes was radden by its heat.
An angel soon to fall from the sky.
Grab me and fly me to the sky.
My time is up,my dreams unfinish.
Soon,i be forgotten.
I feel cold somewhere
I feel lost,but that does not stop me,from giving up.
I feel empty somewhere
But deep down,i am not alone,As i heard this many voice.
To which i then look down,and struggle to let loose.
The Angel hold me tightly,but i manage to fall to the ground.
My unfinish dream,is my way to success.......as no one can stop me from it........
The Angel spreads its wings and blew me away.
Away to where i want to be..............
- Music:Dream Evil-Bad Dreams
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Share with you guys my latest poetry...hehehe
Move on
We walk on a thousand stones.
Step on a million sand.
Run a billion miles.
Sadly,there is no place to go.
We face the harsh seasons.
We smile through out no reasons.
Kept on going where the winds take us.
Sadly,there no place to stay.
We are dead,not knowing where our dreams.
Are kept......
We are dead,not knowing where our love.
Are shed....
Soon it will be all over.
We are soon forgotten.
We soon took a detour.
A detour to where we from.
Turn back time if it possilble.
Sadly,there no use to be regret.
We were chained to the ground.
The burden we carry,leave a scar in our heart.
But yet, the joy kept this chain rust.
Soon we all be free,and be carry by the wind...............
- Mood: thirsty
- Music:Dream Evil-Forevermore
Btw my PSP broke......so sad....hahahaha..............now have to studt...coz test coming...chiow......
No muse ar...sorry........
- Mood: crazy
My dreams and ambition is to become either a Docter,Army officer or a musician...hahaha...but dont know which one??????but for now being an Army Officer is my choice and perhaps i either join Guards,Infantry or The military Police...haix...the only thing i can do is embrace my dream....hahaha..Lut you probably know where this phrase comes from.....hahaha
Shiniest star
I stand on this mountain.
To catch a falling star.
Thousand has hidden in my pocket.
As,i waited for the shiniest one to fall.
Little did i know.
I am being the stupidest one.
As, this star is too precious to fall.
I admire it till the day i said goodbye to gravity.
Before i turn to age.
I made a promised to this star.
I give you my brain.
I give you my heart.
Till this blood flow through these vein.
I protect you till time end.
I am not being strong hearted.
As i had been the brokenhearted.
But my mind is strong,so as this heart kept going.
Star bright,star light.
You make me smile each time i saw you.
Please,please,do not dim on me.
I give you anything if it makes you shine.
- Mood: restless
To think that today, i also learn, that with stronger mind you gain a stronger heart
"Huz,Huz,Huz you really learn many things on your way to adulthood"....hahahah..Thnx Zuh
Fight the Death
Broke my leg while walking.
Hurt alot!yes it feels pain.
In this desert i crawl.
To find help,i search.
Never did i find something.
In the cold night air.
I lay upon the desert.
My mind is blank and no hope to be found.
I know this could be my last day.
And i know Death is waiting at the other side.
I laugh and said,you never take me.
I know i can make it.You just wait and see.
Cause i will be the one fighting my way out.
My heart is choke, my brain rot
With this scorching fire sand.
In this desert i crawl.
To move on until i found help.
Never did i found something.
In this endless time.
I move my spirit up
And i know death has chain me to the ground.....but still i move on........
'Scarlet and Isabella' coming soon..hahaha...plz muse you make me suffer...grrrrrrr
- Mood:
confused - Music:Bohemian Rhapsody-Queen
Muse being MIA.
Maybe it wants me to rest my brain.......hahahahaha...Well please return to me OK.
But i been wondering,why this name kept coming out of my head
'Scarlet and Isabella'
??????
- Mood: relaxed
- Music:Forevermore-Dream Evil
Dreams or nightmare
Sometimes i have dreams.
A dreams that show me the light.
Sometimes i have dreams.
That i climb the highest mountain.
Myself being intact.
My soul being fragile.
As time pass ,soon my spirit will rise.
Sometimes i have dreams.
Which show me the direction.
Sometimes i have dreams.
Oh no! it just my nightmare.
Love this reflection.
But beast is reflected.
As time pass the chain of hell is attach to me.
I live with all my lies.
I live with all my sins.
It does not matter anymore.
Cause i know its not to late.
I live with my family.
Learn with so many friends.
It does not matter anymore.
Cause i know i will learn from my mistake.
- Mood: crappy
- Music:Ghost
Lost
Fire air,your mystic force.
Lay upon my heart.
The heat is strong as my soul is burning.
The time has come.
A time where my soul be taken.
A beam of light lay shine on me.
As an Angel come to take me away.
Wise man once told me.
Choose the right direction.
I choose the path and soon got lost.
Butterfly was found.
Soon i followed it,and took me to that place.
A place where once i called home.
I am not lost,It just that i forget my self.
Took out my shadow and sew it on my feet.
Flowing air,your caress wind.
My body flows.
The energy i feel is strong in me.
A time has come.
A time where my spirit been lift up higher
A happy event which i once created.
A sudden death to be remebered.
Stranger once told me.
Do not loose you way.
I ignore him which cost my hope
Beast was found.
I ran away from it,and fall into a pit.
A pit which i call regret.
- Mood: confused
- Music:Mirror-Dream Evil
Secret of Maya
Thought the sky should just fall down.
Thought my head was just turning.
Thought my heart was just breaking.
Never thought this is the time i left.
The Lady Gospel comes to me.
Blind folded me and left me astray.
I am blind and lost,confuse and cold.
Feels her cold hand grab hold me.
I am what i am.
Until she tell me what i am.
She never said a word.
But she mumble,through the journey she brings.
Came a place she calls home.
Open my blind fold and let me see the surrounding.
Came a man with a stick.
Knock me in the head to let me have an headache.
She laugh with all her cold heart out.
And said'Welcome to Maya"
Never thought of this place.
Never heard of this place.
This mind of mine is just playing with me.
I am confuse,I am lost.
Hate and love as gone missing.
Where am i ?
I do not know,I am just another lost soul.
I walk on each concrete.
To reach to a certain point.
As,i walk,i came across a mirror.
Saw my ignorance self standing infront of it.
In this feeling,In this mind.
I am creating my own world.
In this life,In this world.
Mine is full of Dreamings...................So be it let it fly
- Mood: cranky
- Music:Feel good inc-GORRILAZ
Apology
I am standing there on the hill.
Thinking about the mistake i made.
Time passes so quickly,that i realise i am just a soul.
I feel astray,i feel lost
But one thing i have, is hope.
To feel that i am not perfect.
Just put you in my shoe,and you know how i feel.
I just need a little apology.
Let me had this chance to say i am sorry.
All the mistake i have done,will be gone once you accept it.
Just need an apology.
Its either you forgive me or i spread my wings and fly.
Fly away where i will start a new life.
I sat in this wide far plain.
Waiting for your letter by the postman.
Letting time change my age ,i still wanting your forgiveness.
I need a map,i am lost.
But one thing for sure,hope is here.
I am not perfect but my apology is sincere.
Put you in my heart and i can feel it.........
- Mood:
lazy - Music:One vision-Queen
Today,i had my first PE lesson for second year....it was kinda fun but yet tiring?...haix.....Today me HYper giler...hahaha...i can run faster beb......hahahahahaha.....cool.....if only NAFA test i can run like that......hahahaha
Smile of a commoner
You always tell me about happy ending.
I promise you with all my heart.
Your cheerful makes me happy.
And i can only smile at you.
You are my princess,and i am just a commoner.
But for me nothing can break our barrier.
I protect you till the day i die.....
And i can only smile at you.....
I dont believe in happy ever after.
But you seems to believe it.
What to do,i can only smile.
But then i whisper to you.
Hold my hand,and i will bring you.
To a place that call paradise.......
Princess of thousand kingdom.
You make my heart fly......
I can be you advisor and a knight...
But yet i am just a commoner......
You smile,i smile,but its not enough.
But when i hold you,you make me jump with joy..........
A potray of honesty and loyalty is created.
I am another Jester in the courtyard...........
And you laugh,its just make my world turning.
And you smile,makes me smile back at you.................
- Mood:
hyper - Music:i am confuse-Huzzzzzzzz
No inspiration today haix......but a fun day for me......
- Mood: hyper
- Music:I want to break free-Queen
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